thanks baby mel!
BEGIN THE NEW YEAR RIGHT WITH THESE PROSPERITY CANDLES:
At 11:30pm on Dec. 31st, place these candles in a row in a safe area in your home, away from combustibles, and preferably where children may not reach them, then light them all. Put them out at exactly 12 midnight. Arrange the burnt candles by height, from the smallest to the tallest. The candle that burnt out fastest (the smallest of the lot) symbolizes the luck you are to be given the most of in the coming New Year.
Below are the symbolisms of the candle colors:
Red = action, energy, romance, passion
Pink = health, calm, contentment, relaxation
Orange/peach = insight, vitality, creativity
Yellow = knowledge, expression, excellence at work
Green = fertility, balance, travel
Blue = peace, solace, relief, good communication
Violet = soul-enrichment, money/wealth, ascencion into leadership
** hmm.. so alam na naten kung ano yung winiwish kong unang maubos.. haha pero eto ang kinalabasan.. **
blue = peace
bago pumasok ang new year, kinausap ako ng pinsan ko regarding sa nangyare saken sa nakaraan (eto yung lagi kong sinasabing "the darkest part of my life").. 6 yrs ko nang dinadala ang hatred na to.. may mga bagay na ngayon ko lang nalaman and ngayon ko lang din naintindihan.. siguro it's about time to forgive him and to forgive myself to hurt that way..
narealize ko lang.. lagi akong humihingi kay God ng love life pero kelangan ko pala muna i-set free yung sarili ko sa pain and burden na matagal ko na ine-endure.. kung pano? hindi ko alam.. siguro one step at a time.. siguro aalisin ko muna yung galit ko sa sarili ko sa tuwing naalala ko ang mga nangyare noon.. nagkamali sya and nagkamali ako --> one day, matatanggap ko rin yan..
haay.. ang tadhana nga naman.. makalipas ng maraming taon ngayon ka pa kakatok..
