Bubbles

 

One thing that I love to do is to play with bubbles. It helps me relax. I love watching colorful circles fly until they pop out. This in a way helps me shut off my existing world and enter into my "fairy fantasy land" where everything is so light and everybody is so nice.

ako? nag trekking?

Dahil sa kagustuhan kong pagbigyan ang hilig ni R0y sa pag nature trip, hayan! Unang tapak pa lang, boom! Hello putek! :)) I had fun though, that was such an accomplishment for me. :)

Bwaka-ng-ina Moment of the Day

 

I was browsing my fb contacts to kill time when I came across my high school classmate's wall. I mean, seriously? Everyday is Valentine's day? WTF! E di sige, wall mo na ang tambayan ni kupido! leche!

Argentino

Ate Ethel and I were killing time in Nuvali when these kids approached me to play with my bubble toy.

Dora: Anong pangalan mo?

Little Boy: Argentino.

We were calling him "Argentino" the whole time. It was just minutes before we left when we found out that "Kurt" is his real name. :)) Bata pa lang, kumo-code name na sya! :)) Tuwang tuwa ako na I ended up giving him my bubble toy. He hugged me in return. Sweet! :)

Groupie Mode

I despised groupies but this time, I don't care. LeeVon Cailao is so effin cute! And he's nice too! *sige pumikit ka pa, ipapasok na kita sa bag ko! :))* Haay, what a way to end the week. :)

The Most Annoying Person of 2010

 

He thinks he's better than anyone else. He always use his past "senior" position to get ahead. He brags about what he's done to prove he's worth. He lies about his sexuality(it's so obvious). He's "pasimpleng manyak" to younger guys. He has a tacky sense of style and humor. He never strikes me as a developer. I get irritated by just looking at him. He's like a walking "mema". He really deserve this award. TAKE IT ALL, BITCH!

torned

Eff, I hate to act like a grown up person. I hate to be the one who always have to forget. I hate to always force myself to understand. I hate to swallow my pride and make this move. I hate that odds never get it. I hate that I'm always misunderstood. I hate being alone. I hate being unloved. I hate being like this!


PS: The pain has always been here. I just learned to live with it.

m&m tea

 

Aargh! My body is yearning for it. PMS, please stop already! I've been a nega magnet for two days! RAWR!

Digg!

"You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting."

 Got this from here. I sooo can relate.

ayiiiiii!

 

Dear Dora Balloon,

You made me smile today. :) *spazzy dance*

Selfless

"...because what I'm about to say is probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life... I love you, Elena. And it is because I love you that I can't be selfish with you. Why you can't know this? I don't deserve you, but my brother does..."

I can't get over this episode. It got me thinking, what if I'm in Damon's shoes? Can I be this selfless? Why does this "relationship world" have to be this complicated? Why can't love be just a simple girl + boy = love equation? Nowadays it can be: (girl + girl = cringe OR boy + boy = no comment OR girl + boy = undefined OR girl + boy = NULL)! Eff, modern day love sucks!

And yes, I am affected. E kelan pa ko mai-in love nyan? *sigh*

on a positive note

after seeing this image, i can't help but envy the optimism of this man. it made me realize. maybe now, nobody's holding my heart. maybe now, I'm not ok. but i have this "superbeki" who holds my hand, takes care of me and makes me smile everyday. life is still good. :)