Wednesday, August 03, 2011

Ok.. Nag blog ako dahil.....

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Gusto kong magmura! Putangina bakit wala akong jowa! :)) Bwaka ng inang hormones to, gusto kong mang away wala naman akong maaway! Hay nako, nababaliw na ba ako? Wooooooooooh! Pwede bang mag hire ng tao gagawin ko lang syang punching bag pag nababadtrip ako ng walang dahilan? Bwaka ng inang facebook yan, isang source ng pag spike ng mood swings ko e!

LF: Human punching bag. Please send your resume to my gmail account. There's a free coffee for every 30 minutes of ranting. LOL

Sunday, February 27, 2011

I survived!

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February has been a difficult month for me. I had a heavy bleeding one night and was diagnosed with ovarian cyst. My doctor told me that I have to undergo a major surgery asap so I can save my ovary for future pregnancy. I had to undergo some tests to see if I'm fit for the operation. I thought my doctor wouldn't give me a medical clearance because I'm always low blood and I have a low platelet count. I had to normalize my blood count in a span of one week.

Feb 14 came. It was easy for me to have an operation but the after effect was another story. My operation went for 3 hours. I was chilling after I woke up from my anesthesia. I can't breathe. I can hear my nurses saying "hinga! hinga!" in the background. I can hear the "toot toot" sound coming from the monitor beside me. I had to be in respirator for a couple of hours in order to help my lungs to function again. I swear, parang movie yung moment na yun. It was days after my operation that I learned that I was in a critical condition that time. My sister told me that they had to put a tube on my lungs so I can still breathe during and after the operation. I have 3 incisions on my abdomen. It hurt for the first 48 hours. Para akong nag sit ups ng mga 1500 times. Umiiyak ako everytime they are asking me to move. Ibang klase yung sakit promise.

I'm ok now. Dahan dahan lang lagi. :) There are 2 things that I've learned from this chapter:
1. I thought fighting for your life was a cliche. You'll never know the feeling unless you're the one in the situation. I'm proud I surpassed this trial. Masamang damo talaga ako. :))
2. In times like these, you'll know the people who truly love you.

Chong, maraming maraming salamat for being with me every step of the way. I love you too sister! :)

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

I'm a Certified Crammer

Posted by Gaze at 11:40 PM Links to this post
Ok. I think I need to spend more time in the office. I didn't notice that my workload is piling up. Gosh, I need to speed things up! I have some important bugs to fix, a project to work on and a language to learn. It's crunch time baby!


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Actually I don't have much to share today. I just feel the urge of blogging before sleeping so here..

This is the only picture that I manage to take after an intense workout with the Beckys. :)) I feel pain in every inch of my body. I did a 30 minute cardio, 3 back exercises, 2 shoulder exercises, 5 abs exercises and one minute resistance control exercise. I did that in 3 sets! Gosh, it's so painful to be beautiful these days! :))

I'm enjoying Becky Network's company. They motivate me to be fit. Working out with them is something I look forward to each day. See? You don't need a boyfriend to be happy or to be excited or to be preoccupied. You just have to find something you'll love to do in your free time. Explore! Have more friends! Enjoy! Live! :)

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

A busy day's reward

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This is P@ul's lomi. I ordered beef wanton, I don't eat unprocessed beef of course. :)) Anyway, I think this is the highlight of my day. (babaw much?) I seldom eat food with "sabaw" since I don't cook and I always eat takeouts from different restos in my area.

I was stuck in a line of code for hours! RoR really takes my time lately. Been busy with lots of meetings while coding on the side. I love to multitask. I love to learn something new even if I hate reading techie stuff. I often find myself just staring at every tutorials that I'm trying to read. I want to figure it out myself. Ahihi!

We had a nice workout after office. The bekis sweat like there's no tomorrow pero ako mini mini lang. :)) I don't know what's wrong but my sweat glands are not that active even if I had cardio exercises for an hour. There's one thing that I learned today, I have to push myself to my limits. If I want results, I have to put something more than the usual. I have to give an extra effort.

It has been a busy and tiring day. Tomorrow will be a better day. Ruby on Rails, humanda ka kay Dora! :)

Monday, January 31, 2011

Dancing in the moonlight

Posted by Gaze at 1:18 AM Links to this post

This is my song for the week. I've been MIA in blogspot for a couple of days, been busy with a lot of stuff lately. Great stuff! :) Everything is good work wise, I've been studying Ruby on Rails and HAML that's why I don't have time to blog during the day. Working out three times a week and dinner with the "Becky Network" take my after office time. I use my weekend time to catch up with friends for some RNR. I usually go home around 12mn everyday, too busy to think of my life's telenovela. :))

I'm loving my life right now. It's good to think about nothing but yourself sometimes. It feels great. Life is about making choices, I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY! :)

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Sugar rush

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I don't know what's with me that makes me feel good. Everything seems light these past few days. I'm carefree and active. I love my new environment. I'm laughing and singing all the time. Now, I'm busy with a lot of things. I'm surrounded with happy people. I ignore the nega stuff in my life. I love being like this! :)

I'm back!

Posted by Gaze at 1:55 AM Links to this post

I've missed coding at night. I'm starting to learn HAML and I'm liking it. :) I find it better than what we used before. The code is cleaner and is more readable. I hope I get comfortable with it in no time. It has been a productive day. Great thing to start the workweek. :)

Monday, January 24, 2011

Beki much?

Posted by Gaze at 1:24 PM Links to this post

 Sabi ko na nga ba, birdie na lang ang kulang magiging isang ganap na beki na ko! :)) Kidding aside, seriously? May ganyang app? E di sige.. Malapit na akong maniwala na Bekis rule the world! Kayo na ang maraming options. LOL

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Haay blogspot

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Sana nagsasalita ka na lang.. Tulungan mo ko, sige na....

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