Sunday, February 27, 2011

I survived!

Posted by Gaze at 10:14 PM
February has been a difficult month for me. I had a heavy bleeding one night and was diagnosed with ovarian cyst. My doctor told me that I have to undergo a major surgery asap so I can save my ovary for future pregnancy. I had to undergo some tests to see if I'm fit for the operation. I thought my doctor wouldn't give me a medical clearance because I'm always low blood and I have a low platelet count. I had to normalize my blood count in a span of one week.

Feb 14 came. It was easy for me to have an operation but the after effect was another story. My operation went for 3 hours. I was chilling after I woke up from my anesthesia. I can't breathe. I can hear my nurses saying "hinga! hinga!" in the background. I can hear the "toot toot" sound coming from the monitor beside me. I had to be in respirator for a couple of hours in order to help my lungs to function again. I swear, parang movie yung moment na yun. It was days after my operation that I learned that I was in a critical condition that time. My sister told me that they had to put a tube on my lungs so I can still breathe during and after the operation. I have 3 incisions on my abdomen. It hurt for the first 48 hours. Para akong nag sit ups ng mga 1500 times. Umiiyak ako everytime they are asking me to move. Ibang klase yung sakit promise.

I'm ok now. Dahan dahan lang lagi. :) There are 2 things that I've learned from this chapter:
1. I thought fighting for your life was a cliche. You'll never know the feeling unless you're the one in the situation. I'm proud I surpassed this trial. Masamang damo talaga ako. :))
2. In times like these, you'll know the people who truly love you.


Chong, maraming maraming salamat for being with me every step of the way. I love you too sister! :)

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

I'm a Certified Crammer

Posted by Gaze at 11:40 PM
Ok. I think I need to spend more time in the office. I didn't notice that my workload is piling up. Gosh, I need to speed things up! I have some important bugs to fix, a project to work on and a language to learn. It's crunch time baby!

Intense!

Posted by Gaze at 2:40 AM

Actually I don't have much to share today. I just feel the urge of blogging before sleeping so here..

This is the only picture that I manage to take after an intense workout with the Beckys. :)) I feel pain in every inch of my body. I did a 30 minute cardio, 3 back exercises, 2 shoulder exercises, 5 abs exercises and one minute resistance control exercise. I did that in 3 sets! Gosh, it's so painful to be beautiful these days! :))

I'm enjoying Becky Network's company. They motivate me to be fit. Working out with them is something I look forward to each day. See? You don't need a boyfriend to be happy or to be excited or to be preoccupied. You just have to find something you'll love to do in your free time. Explore! Have more friends! Enjoy! Live! :)

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

A busy day's reward

Posted by Gaze at 1:35 AM

This is P@ul's lomi. I ordered beef wanton, I don't eat unprocessed beef of course. :)) Anyway, I think this is the highlight of my day. (babaw much?) I seldom eat food with "sabaw" since I don't cook and I always eat takeouts from different restos in my area.

I was stuck in a line of code for hours! RoR really takes my time lately. Been busy with lots of meetings while coding on the side. I love to multitask. I love to learn something new even if I hate reading techie stuff. I often find myself just staring at every tutorials that I'm trying to read. I want to figure it out myself. Ahihi!

We had a nice workout after office. The bekis sweat like there's no tomorrow pero ako mini mini lang. :)) I don't know what's wrong but my sweat glands are not that active even if I had cardio exercises for an hour. There's one thing that I learned today, I have to push myself to my limits. If I want results, I have to put something more than the usual. I have to give an extra effort.

It has been a busy and tiring day. Tomorrow will be a better day. Ruby on Rails, humanda ka kay Dora! :)
 

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