my dream birthday

ilang taon na din na parang lumilipas lang na araw ang birthday ko.. yung tipong napadaan lang... ganito siguro talaga pag namumuhay kang mag isa. parati kong kasama mga kaibigan ko, yet i feel alone... i feel empty.... i feel sad.... oh yeah, birthday blues.

you know what i really really miss on my birthday? for 20 years, every waking birthdays of my life, i would wake up hearing my dad's voice saying "happy birthday taba!" aaaw, bigla akong nalungkot. i miss daddy, i miss my family. dad will cook fetuccine alfredo, the best fetuccine in town! yan ang default na handa sa bahay. never nawala ang fetuccine sa kahit anong okasyon.. and you know what? hindi ako nagsasawa.. the best ever! and at night, before i go to sleep, sisilipin nya ko sa kwarto ko. hihintayin nya na makatulog ako. sya lagi yung taga patay ng ilaw ng room ko. para bang mine-make sure nya na sya yung mag open and mag close ng birthday ko. eto yung default kong birthday sa bahay... still, i am happy and i feel special.

syempre i still want a celebration with my friends but i'm more excited in celebrating it at home... simple but sweet. :)