last night we watched a movie.. over the hedge.. the much awaited movie.. i can still remember mga first week pa lang ng april.. inaaya na nya ko manood nun... we ate dinner together.. sa shakeys.. hehe sobrang daming tao sa g4.. grabe.. i know pareho kme nag enjoy.. are we dating? hindi ko alam.. kme ba? ewan.. hindi?? uhhmm.. isang malaking question mark..

hindi na daw sya mag reresign.. bakit? ewan.. why the sudden change of decision? tapos humirit sya ng "tapos ikaw nmn aalis?"; ano yun? bakit ganon? bakit mo tinatanong? bakit mo ko inaalagaan? bkt mo hinahawakan kamay ko? bakit ka nag spend ng time and money para sakin? bakit? bakit gnon? bakit mo ko kinikiss everytime mag hiwalay tayo? bakit ka nagiging gentle man pag ksma mo ko? bakit ganon? bakit ka nag eeffort para sakin? bakit? bakit? bakit?

i dont know what to feel.. i dont know how to react.. what to do? u're acting as if you're my boyfriend.. tapos ano yun? naiinis ako... naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. you're making me happy.. i was so flattered when you told me that i play a big part in your life.. pero ano? as what? pag wala ka hinahanap kita.. oo namimiss na kita minsan.. ano ba? wag mo hayaan na mahulog loob ko sayo.. please.. please..