last saturday i went to laguna.. 80th bday celebration ni lola.. la lang.. ok naman super touched sya.. syempre i get a chance to be with my family.. as in literally the whole clan! ok lang.. deadma lang.. actually hesitant akong pumunta don.. if not for lola lang tlga.. wala lang. i dont know why.. bsta parang ayoko lang makita yung iba sa knila.. i just want to be with my daddy that time.. he really is the most important person in the world..

so yun.. nakita ko na naman mga pinsan ko.. la lang.. some of them are married,, some of them are with their partner.. then yun.. syempre as expected,, na question na naman yung pagiging single ko.. dapat daw at my age,, i have a bf na daw.. la lang deadma lang.. bkt? requirement ba na mag bf? requirement ba na mag asawa agad? la lang..

tapos pumunta si aaron.. (my x bf) as expected,, pinupush na naman nila ako sa knya.. hay nako.. hindi na sila napagod.. ilang beses ko bang sasabihin sa knla at kay aaron na it's over? ilang beses ko ba sasabihin sa knila na I DON'T RECYCLE!! ilang beses ko bang sasabihin sa knila na masaya ko ngayon kahit single? so what if im single? kakulangan ba yun? wala lang.. nakakainis lang kse.. parang they keep on pushing me na mag bf.. specifically they want me and aaron to be friends.. bkt? kelangan bang maging friends kme? yung guy ba na nanloko sayo gusto mong maging friend? i mean.. wala na akong feelings for him.. yeah.. i know past is past.. hindi na rin ako nahhurt sa ngyre samin before.. wala na yun.. pero ayoko sya maging friend.. it's not that hindi ko kaya.. it's just that i dont want to.. wala lang.. so please aaron.. mapagod kna sana.. kse ako yung napapagod para sayo sa kakatry.. mapagod ka naman.. i dont care if you're telling me that it won't happen again.. para sakin there's no point for us to be together..

yun lang.. happy naman ako and so far.. contented ako na nag iisa.. yun lang.. hay.. may sense ba?? kse inaantok ako e.. sigi next time na lng.. hehe!