I've been emotionally unstable for a couple of months now. One day I'm ok, next I'll be devastated. It's a constant cycle. Sometimes, I don't know what to feel anymore. I've had countless rant posts about this freaking issue. Nothing's changed. Nothing's new. Nothing's better. :(
I'm sorry for all the nega vibes that I'm writing in this blog. It's just that I don't know how to handle this and keep my sanity at the same time. I wouldn't expect everybody to understand me, sometimes I cannot understand myself too. And now I'm torned. Torned between what is right and what I need.
My life is in a hell of a roller coaster ride of drama. I've always been a fighter but this one is different. I AM BROKEN, I'm just trying to cover it. I'm incapable of fixing anything right now. I just want to focus on my own emotional stability. I just want to be strong for myself. I just want to be happy again. I just want to be the old "me" again.
