ang tamad ko sa work ngayon.. yun lang.. haha! deh may ginawa ako.. gusto ko pakita sa inyo.. pasensya na wala akong maisip na title.. gusto ko sana ipotoshop kaya lang naghhanggaroo ang potoshop ko e..





lungkot pala ng buhay ko dati no? puro code!

eto yung explanation..

work (72%) - ayun naman pala e.. kaya ayaw na magpabibo ng utak ko ngayon e.. imagine sham na bwan akong ganito! sham na bwang inaalmusal ko ang php at ajax sa umaga! puro echo! puro include! puro session! puro cookies! puro pregmatch! puro print_r! hoy san ka pa na master ko ang pregmatch at print_r.. panis!

chillax (5%) - since forever nga akong nagccode nung mga panahong yon.. ang tanging chillax ko na lang e yung pag tulog sa gabi.. kelangan ko pa bang iexpound to? hello! may tinatawag tayong common sense..

family & friends (3%) - oo shet eto sa lahat ang pinagsisisihan ko.. nawalan sila ng time.. since madalas pag weekends e andito ko sa opis at kasama ko si mr php at mr ajax, nawalan ako ng time sa kanila.. ang dami ko namiss grabe..

yosi (20%) - siguro eto ang bespren ng mga tulad kong programmers.. tamang taga kalma pag naiinis ka sa work.. taga clear ng mind minsan.. (ops ops ops! alam kong may mga kumokontra! blog ko to remember??)

crush (0%) - sa panahon na yon wala pang mylabs na nagaganap..

at eto naman ang chart ko ngayon.. tentenenen!





work (15%) - sori naman.. kasalukuyang naka dextrose ang utak ko ngayon.. napagod sya e.. hayaan na muna naten magpahinga.. at least may 15% pa ehehehe..

chillax (20%) - ngayon ko na natutunan ang salitang "petiks".. sa umpisa nakaka guilty pero pag nasanay kna masaya na yan.. hahaha! kasama sa chillax time ko e yung "happy hour" namen nina kors, mel and bm..

family & friends (25%) - ayan.. bumabawi! actually pramis ko yan pagkatapos ng madugo kong project.. family time pag saturday and sunday, tropa time pag friday night.. kasama na rin dito ang ritwal na komperens tuwing alas dos ng hapon araw araw at ang tradisyong shot minsan sa isang linggo.. wag kayo mag alala mga chong sabay sabay tayong mawawalan ng trabaho! ahahaha chika lang..

yosi (10%) - ganda ng epekto saken ni mylabs no? bakit 10% na lang? dahil bawal na magyosi sa umaga!

crush (30%) - aba bakit hinde? kahit na hindi ko sya parating kasama, kasama ko naman sya sa spirit.. yun naman o! dami ko palang ginugugol na oras kay mylabs? aba pang boypren na yan a! sige sige next time bawasan ko na.. 29% ok na? ehehehe..

ayan.. siguro that explains everything.. sa aking palagay, mas ok ako ngayon kesa nung first 3 quarters ng 2007.. ngayon may matatawag na akong "life".. hindi puro opis lang.. ehehehe! peace men!

could i be falling for you?

haha chika lang! wag kayo mag alala mga friends nasa katinuan pa naman ako.. gusto ko lang mag blog.. wala lang.. pwede naman mag blog kahit walang kwenta yung post mo di ba? hay shet, ang swerte mo chong! ilang posts na ba ang ginagawa ko sayo.. tamad ako mag blog before e.. ewan ko kung bakit ako ginaganahan ngayon to think na marami nangyare saken before hindi ko binablog.. oh well kase hindi naman worthy ng effort ko pagcocompose.. so ano ba yung gusto ko sabihin? oo ikaw.. trip na trip kita iblog..

hay ewan ko ba! bakit ba ang babaw ng kaligayan ko! simpleng bagay lang kinikilig na ko! kahit simpleng pm lang nyeta buo na araw ko nun.. kahit simpleng smile lang solved nako.. leche.. ayoko ng ganito.. ayokong nasasanay sa kilig moments baka mamiss ko pag natapos na.. hay..

malungkot ako ngayon.. shocks.. bakit ba parati kita naiisip? sana pms lang to..

last friday nakita ko kayo.. hindi naman ako nasaktan.. sakto lang.. pero wala lang.. syempre umiral na naman ang pagiging laitera ko.. hay.. actually, she's not that pretty.. yunno.. hay,, yun lang masasabi ko.. nung moment na yun, isang malaking fact ang bumulaga saken, habang tinitingnan ko sya para bang may naka dikit sa noo nya na "gaze, ASA PA U! DITO NA ME!"..

haay.. taena namang puso to o.. minsan na nga lang tumibok ulit dun pa sa alam kong hindi pwede.. actually hindi naman sa hindi pwede.. pwede rin na hinde.. basta magulo! ang gulo gulo! siguro nga mahal mo talaga sya.. (e wala akong pakelam! leche!) bakit wala naman akong ginagawa a..

ako yung taong napakadaling ipredict.. parati ko ngang sinasabi na napaka transparent kong tao.. simple lang! lahat ng naiisip ko sinasabi ko.. pag galit, ako galit ako.. pag masaya ko, masaya ko.. pag may gusto ko sabihin sinasabi ko! pero bakit ganon? hindi ko masabi sayo to? wala akong lakas ng loob shet!

alam kong bawal magtanong kung bakit pero pwede din naman maguluhan di ba? pwede ko bang sabihin na "ANG LABO MO!"?! nalalabuan ako sayo dude! ano ba? ano ba talaga? gusto mo ba ko or hinde? ano? ano! nakakabaog ka!

ayoko talaga ng feeling na may namimiss.. pag hindi kita nakikita namimiss kita.. parang ngayon.. yun! yun yon! gusto ko lang sabihin na namimiss na kita.. hay.. kung alam mo lang.. shet..

ikokowt ko lang yung comment ni madamme sa post ko..

"10. BAWAL ANG MAG FALL! (lalo na kung alam mong talo ka..) --- AM GETTING THERE! .. NYETA! PAABOT NG BASO ANG TAGAL NG SHOT MO E!"

mga friends gusto ko lang iklaro ang mga pangyayari.. hindi pa ko nagffall promise.. basta alam ko lang hindi pa.. AND I WILL NEVER GET THERE! (sana..)

shocks.. miss ko na ikaw.. ang chimoi mo kase leche!

o bawal mangielam blog ko to! magpost din kayo ng mga namimiss nyo kung gusto nyo..

new set of rules ko in life..

1. bawal mag text pag midnight.. (masakit pag hindi sya yung sender..)
2. bawal mangopo.. (ang chimoi na way ng pagpapacute..)
3. bawal ang it's complicated sa friendster (yes kung yes! no kung no! leche..)
4. bawal maging malande pero ok lang maging sweet.. (di ba mga friends hindi naman tayo malandi.. sweet lang.. :)
5. bawal umasa.. (shet andaling sabihin.. asa pa u.. dito na me!)
6. bawal magtanong kung bakit.. (chill lang sabi nga ni madamme just go with the flow..)
7. bawal ang shonga.. (shocks parang nagiging ganon ako..)
8. bawal magparamdam.. (hui! hindi ka multo!)
9. bawal ang magpamiss! (dahil ayoko ng feeling na may namimiss..)

at eto ang malupet!

10. BAWAL ANG MAG FALL! (lalo na kung alam mong talo ka..)

ouch..

umulan na naman ng redhorse nung weekend! woohoo! shot hanggang umaga! imagine we drank 30 bottles of redhorse stallion and technically 4 lang kme umiinom! at kamusta naman ang kidneys namen?? haha! we really had a blast..

here are the pics nung kakastart lang namen..uhm.. mga 9?

i love you talaga mga girls.. pag kasama ko kayo nawawala yung problems ko.. haha! yunno! as if meron.. (hayaan nyo na.. kahit kunyari lang..) :)

nyeta kase.. kahit anong gawin ko hindi ako nalalasing.. o madamme kamusta ka naman?

and who is the weakest link??

tamang chill lang.. around 4 am

and who's the fairest of them all??

me! me! me! mga chimoi! hindi nyo ko napapatumba! haha! joke lang labyu mga chong! hanggang sa susunod na shot! i'll make time i promise! :D

sabi ni milles kahapon.. "gaze, you look happy!".. yes i am! woohoo! after 10 long years ngayon lang ulit ako naging ganito.. i am happy for no reason at all.. labo no? haha! anyway.. nagugulat ako kase lumilipas ang mga araw na wala akong pina-pakyung tao.. haha! ang ganda ganda ng mga dreams ko every night.. i just feel like smiling all day.. :) haay..

nga pala.. na berigud ako ni daddy kagabi! maaga na daw kase ako umuuwi! woohoo! bili mo ko cellphone! jok lang :)

ang saya saya ko ngayong araw na to.. hindi ko alam kung bakit.. eto yung sample thread sa laughing trip ko ngayong araw.. hehe

aizadenina --> oi wag kayo magview view lang dito. magcomment kayo kung sasama o hindi.. ahahahah

she? si arman? uuwi ba?
andito ba sya sa sept 7? penge number tet ko.. habilin ni bulol imbitahin si bentot at arman
sweetshe16 --> yup jan na cya. eto ung no. 09155523158. haha post ba daw d2. san kayo?waahhhh!! sama ko!!!!!! wat tym ba para msbhan ko na cya? kc actually ang dating pa nya jan fri morning eh. pero sabi nya ssma daw cya.
aizadenina --> good good salamat. paki sabi kay arman. sa greenbelt. mga 7pm. salamat chong.
barbeedora --> woi! mga chong! sama ko jan!
miiichh --> hala nabuhay sa dora!!
aizadenina --> yan yan. kapag usapang ganto. nabubuhay ka dora e.. akala ko pa naman the explorer ka.. nyeta. sa friday ha. wag ka na magplancha ng buhok. LOL
barbeedora --> ayokong mag dress sa friday! ahahaha
aizadenina --> haha. dun ako natawa. nyeta. :))
aizadenina --> ok ok ok. updates. eto na ang nagconfirm:

aiza.
mich c.
gen.
aileen.
rc.
wei.
martin.
gaze.
philip.
neri.
arman.
dustin.

ok good na tayo! sana madagdagan.

see you. si gaze gusto magdress.. uhmm ako. slippers lang suot ko.. nyeta ka gaze. wag mong paghandaan masyado. dahil kasama ni bentot gf nya. sori ka nalang. hahahha

sweetshe16 --> add mko! haha
aizadenina --> ahahaha. sige sama si she! go

Got this from a friend..

*An Open Advice About Career Decisions*


Several of my staff has approached me lately about their career
decisions. I really appreciate my staff opening up to me. It is quite
reassuring to know that they're still having second thoughts about
leaving. Here is part of the email I sent to a "confused" staff:

I have worked for more than 5 companies already so I guess you might be
correct in saying I have had considerable experience about leaving and
moving on. I will not stop you nor tell you to leave, though of course
it will be better if you stay. In any career decision, leaving or
staying I believe, based from my personal experiences and as an HR
professional, should only be done for the right reasons.

For one,* you shouldn't leave because you don't like several people in
the company, nor should you stay because of the friends you have made
here*. At the end of the day, it is your life. Your friends or
"enemies"
should not make or break your career. If you let them be the deciding
factor, then maybe you should think twice. You are the craftsman of
your
fate and the captain of your ship. Captain Hook shouldn't be one of
your
worries!

*Do not leave nor stay because of the "brand" of your company*. If that
was the case, I would have rushed off and sign my JO in "C"! Ask
yourself whether you want to be a big fish in a small pond or a small
fish in a bigger pond. Know your priorities. Only you can answer that.

*Do not leave the company because you're so damn frustrated about the
way things are being run, or stay because you have this "messianic
complex" that you can change things overnight. Be realistic about the
things*. Learn to accept that ther is no perfect company. Be accepting
that change is a slow and painful process at times and be thankful that
you realize and act on things that can be changed and improved.
Definitely, do not leave or stay just because your parents or families
want you to. I know I am advocating obedience to parents but again, we
are talking about YOUR career. But learn to value their wisdom and
discern well.

Money isn't everything. The package being offered now might be better
but look at the long-term prospects. *Do not leave or stay just solely
for the compensation package*. Look for growth prospects and review
their career plans for you. Your immediate gains today might actually
be
a loss a few years from now if you do the Math.

Boredom is another challenge all professionals are faced with during
lull periods in their career. *Do not leave because you have become so
bored with your job.* Do not stay either because you want things as
they
are. Change is ineveitable in any organization. Talk to your boss. Ask
for more responsibilities or other tasks if you are bored. Enroll in a
special course. If you're satisfied with the status quo and is just
waiting for retirement hoping things will stay the same, you're in for
a
big disappointment - either you will be forced to change or you will be
forced to leave. Be ready before that time comes. Boredom or
complacency
is a perennial battle most professionals have to deal with. Arm
yourself
with creativity everyday.

Tonight I suggest you rest well. Sit still and listen to what He is
saying. PRAY. I have always made my career decisions through His
guidance. He was and still is my Career Adviser/Talent Manager. Your
work, our work, is a vocation. He knows us more than we know ourselves
so trust Him for whatever plans He has for you. You can never go wrong.

And remember: Use your head to get to the top. But use your heart to
stay.

Good day

shocks.. yung matagal ko na tinititigan lang sa picture makakasama ko na mamaya.. can't believe! shocks! this is it! ilang oras na lang.. makikita ko na ulit si benedict! yahoooo! moment ko to! makikinig ko na nman yung music mamaya pag dating nya.. alam mo yun? may magic talaga.. may nagpplay na music habang lumalapit sya.. haay.. kinakabahan ako.. super excited.. eto na to! chuvachuchu!