someday..

i hope there will come a day that i can forget about it. so many things has happened. i hope i can forgive and love you again. iniisip ko pa lang bumibigat na loob ko.

..i can't wait for the day that i don't have to deal with all this drama.

Trust me, I know..

i feel like crap and nobody cares

putanginang buhay to. at the end of the day isa lang pala ang kaibigan ko. i never felt this alone in my whole fucking life.

maybe..

one day i'll wake up and all the pain will be gone.. it huts so fucking much. :(

kung pwede lang magsuka..

ginawa ko na gumaan lang loob ko. wala akong pakelam. ako naman. pagod na kong isipin kayo.

help

birthday na ni dad sa sunday and i want it to be special. please please help me think of a surprise. :)

dear God,

please don't let her ruin my day with my family. please? isa araw lang naman, bigay nyo na saken. thanks! :)

:)

him: uwi na ko byebye
him: pagaling ka
him: ^_^
me: oker
me: ingat ka :D
him: opo

nakakatuwa.. sana tuloy tuloy na. :)

siguro ang "true love" ay parang si santa clause lamang.. isa lang syang malaking "MAKE BELIEVE"!

i'm not ok and nobody gives a shit

father's day and daddy's birthday are the days that i look forward every year. lagi ako nagpaplano para kay dad, i want him to feel he's special. the day has come and i wore my best dress. maraming salamat sayo, sinira mo ang lahat.. you already have mom's love, why do you have to take on my dad's? don't you have your own family?

we don't have to like each other. you can be with my brother for all i care. just because your family's so fucked up, don't mess with mine! i can make you fucking life miserable, don't you fucking dare!

after 4 months..

i've been avoiding blogger for quite some time now. many things have happened and i think it's better not to share most of them. i've been maintaining this blog for a couple of years already and i noticed that most of my posts only boils down to two things --> work and boys.

somehow, i got tired of all this.. life has been so routinary. everything is a cycle. i've memorized every reaction, every facial expression, all the "kilig hirit", all the "kilig hirit back".history just repeats itself.. i am exhausted. and yes, commenting has been turned off on this post. i am not sure if anybody still reads this blog. i just don't want to hear people's thoughts right now. i am too tired.