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sumesegway ng pagb-blog.... putaenaaaaaaaaaaa! namimiss ko nang matulog! ano bang feeling nun? nakalimutan ko na ang tinatawag nateng dreamland! isang bwan na akong ganito. nakakapagoooood! waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! aiza mag online kna. kelangan ko ng angst absorber! it is 2 fucking am!

i wanna be......

a superwoman.

Dear God,

Please take my back pain away.. i need to work. i need to deliver something today... pleaaase.......

PS:
let me see him today... make me happy.

- dora

because i am sad.....

i went shopping! =)

for no reason at all, i really feel awful today.. maybe it's the time of the month... maybe i miss my family... maybe i just miss my friends... or maybe im just tired. anyway, i gave myself some treat.. one bigtime shopping treat!

here's what i bought:

1. a really nice dress from topshop

price: don't ask.
this is the most expensive dress i ever bought. i've been eyeing this dress for months already but haven't had the courage to buy it because it is super expensive. it is not practical. I heard topshop is on sale so i hurried to the boutique only to find out that this specific dress is still on its original price! oh what the hell, i deserve this fancy dress! i've worked hard for it! this is the last piece on the store so it only meant that the dress is also waiting for me... it really looks good on me. =) i feel so pretty!*wink wink*

2. red pumps from janylin

original price: Php 2295
discounted price: Php 1147.5
when i had my fab topshop dress, i can only think of one shoes that will perfectly go with it. red pumps! OMG, i feel so "dalaga" wearing this.. really nice and sexy. =)

3. a pair of shorts from sm dep store

price: Php 399.95

to be honest, this is the only thing i planned on buying for today. i have out of town trip with my friends tomorrow and i wanted a new pair of shorts... then i figured i also need to buy a new..................................

4. cute slippers from sm dep store

price: Php 99.75
so cute. it matched my glow in the dark undergarment that i bought from topshop last week. heheh

i already planned my attire on friday....

and for tomorrow.

 

 

i hope everyday is a shopping day...... =)

yeah... my emotions can be a little pricey at times.. shopping is my anti depressant these days.... well, i am always sad so i shop a lot. hehe. if true love is on sale, i will buy 8 pairs of it. 4 for me, 2 for aiza and 2 for chamie! lol!

-- got to go. i have work to do. hehe =)

flaming shot

this happened a month ago when i was still a normal kid.... joke! one of sober club's flaming shots.We did it…..We did it….Hooray!

bacardi shot + fire = eeewness! lol



i can't wait til saturday... woohooo! out of town! shot!

for the nth time

i feel bad... in times like this kelangan ko ng mag aalaga saken... sawa na ko alagaan ang sarili ko magisa... i am so tired.. so sad... pms ba to? i wanna cry... i wanna shout... motherfucker! i am so tired!

hello laptop

naiiyak ako. wala akong time kahit matulog ngayon. sabi ko magshshopping ako to pamper myself but i don't have a f*cking time right now! i cannot spare even 2 hours to pamper myself. i miss my friends.. i miss my family. square na ba mukha ko? feeling ko mukha na akong laptop ngayon.... kahit sa yosi break nagbabasa ako ng nodes ng xml.. o ha.. o ha.. i told you what my life is like right now.....

anyway... enough of the rants.. konti na lang matatapos na..... KONTI NA LAAAAAAAANG! sana matuwa si boss.. sana makuha ko yung big paycheck.... SHOPPING GALOOOOORE!

busy busy

i am literally super busy right now. i can't even find time to sleep. lately, my only rest is when im on a cab or my "nakaw na tulog" at night. yeah.. i am doing a lot of things.. web stuff. yeah i'm such a dork.... i need a jowa!

freak!

major update:
ALL MY INTERNET ACCOUNTS HAS BEEN HACKED! mother f*cker!

now i know what stalking really means.. whoever you are, i'll pray for you. yeah.. i pray to God to take you on your sleep! I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU! YOU ARE CRAZY! go to hell you son of a b*tch! c'mon! you can do better than that! JERK!

funny

nag brat attack na naman ako kanina.. e pano...

ang scenario: offline ang lahat ng bpi sa buong paseo de roxas. super pissed si dora sabay tawag sa daddy nya.

dora: hello dad, bakit offline ang bpi? lahat ng bangko offline hindi ako maka withdraw.
dad: nagsi-system upgrade anak.
dora: e bakit kelangan ngayon mag system upgrade? gano katagal yan?
dad: 1 oras.
dora: 1 oras?!? e bakit hindi mo sinabi saken? hindi tuloy ako maka withdraw!
dad: mamaya ka na mag withdraw baka ma debit ka pa.
dora: e anong gagawin ko kelangan ko na magwithdraw? tatry ko dito sa bangko sa tabi.

si dora pagdating sa bangko..... yay! online na! sabay text kay dad.

dora: online na! hehe
dad: buti naman.

oh yeah.. i'm such a brat. i know..that's what i love about daddy, he always know how to handle my hormonal attacks. fine fine, i know i said i will change. oh what the hell! i am me. i am not that cruel you know that!

malinis na puso

believe it or not, gusto kong maging mabuting tao. so.......... i've come up with 3 things na inniimplement ko na (or coming soon pa lang) sa life ko.

1. give more to charity
    - nagt-tip na ko sa taxi.. iniisip ko na lang, makakatulong sa kanila pag hindi ko na lang kukunin yung sukli ko pag hindi naman kalakihan.
    - madalas ko na pinagshoshopping ang kapatid ko na walang kapalit na serbisyo. lol!

2. control your temper
   - oh yeah... i'm trying not to be a brat most of the time. nagta-try na ko mag taas ng EQ ngayon.. minsan guilty ako... minsan natatarayan ko pa rin yung care taker ng pad ko (pano kase laging nasa telepono).. yeah im sorry. im still adjusting.

3. do not say or think of anything bad about others
    - e di inadmit ko na! guilty as charged! haha! ayoko na nga e.. AYOKO NAAAAAAA! pero what to do? tinatry ko wag sabihin pero nagkakaron naman ng thought bubble sa head ko...

3 na lang muna.. 3 lang kaya ko i-commit for now e..

minsan iniisip ko, graduate ba ako ng isang bitch academy or something? hindi naman ako masamang tao pero hindi din naman ako mabuti! e ano ako? hmmmmm ako ba ang gradient between black to white? OMG! i am not evil, i am just not that nice!

i need to have some soul searching!